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THERE'S NOTHIN' HERE, EEJIT!! Hahaha


Love you! muah muah muah
 7:30 p.m.

im sorry about yesterday okhey?

i overreacted. i almost wanted to break up with you.
yes after all thats happened.. especially THAT NIGHT.
and, now, im giving you a chance to back out of this now.

yeah. really.
if you cant put up with someone so insecure like me.

well?

you just have to stop reading this now and say good bye once and for all.
and if you want. really do WANT this to go on, well, just go on, go on feast upon the next pages you can see & read..
and remember this..

I LOVE YOU MUCH. ♥♥♥
7:09 p.m.

im the queen of wrong timing.
i suck at right timing. i've told you that before, havent i?

so its not my effin fault that your mama and her old friend saw us with your arm draped over my shoulder.
you told me thats the first time ever that a kin of yours saw you with a girl.
probably your mama was thinkin, 'so my grandson now has a girlfriend' while scoldin you as to why you're in dagupan when you were supposed to be in baguio takin care of your registration at the pentagon review center.
well you shoulda told her that you have a girlfriend, who, btw, also accompanied you to a lawyer's office (which, btw, was reeking of an earthy, smelly, roachy odor) so you could get an affidavit of loss so you could register again to pentagon.
well anyway im not effin mad at you.
just a piece of advice though.., "be cautious next time when youre with the queen of wrong timing.." :)
1 a.m.

my troubles are over..

you told me i should really sleep now.
but i cant. cus you cant. and am worried sick about you.
i love you and i wish i could take your pain away..

April 11, 2010

you're breaking my heart. do you know that? are you aware? i want out.
oh for the hell of it all!
know what, i'm texting J, my crush and he's so funnn to text with. & he's just so nice!
and cool. and dont ever forget this, HE IS MY IDEAL GUY!
fickle minded i am right? maybe you're better off with any of your other girls.
and im better off with J.
or justine. don't you know? i havent broken up with him yet. im not that stupid.
am i doing the right thing here? i am kinda nervous. and sad. very, very sad. because the last text i received from you was like 15 hours prior? if you would just send me a text message.. a single text message..
you're making me feel uneasy. i wish i could stop feelin this way but i can't. because if i do, it will be the end of everything. perhaps.. ):

"no matter how much you wanted to make a person happy, if you're not what he/she expected, then none of your efforts would make a difference."

expectations.. i fear them..

so now.. were your expectations of me unmet?? );

April 10, 2010

what was that you were tellin me? about me being your thing? please remember.. its when i said i dont wanna be a thing to you..
i remember bits of it.. you said bagay tayo and i said hindi ako bagay.
i cant remember our next words. sigh..
please try to recall what weve been talkin about that night, okhey?